Heart broken?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armour, for years, so no one can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love

-Neil Gaiman


Had never heard this quote until recently. Truth is it felt sooooo true, and yes i think it is, but i also think its situation dependent. Not sure what to make of it really and thats just because it will eventually become false. It kinda plays between true and false
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The true meaning of christmas

Halo Halo!!!!!! Ho Ho Ho

it's almost christmas you know. Dunno about the pace of this year but "me thinks" it went really fast, cuz when i think about all the stuff that happened in this one year, its been quite a whole lot.

Anyway, thats that. Wonder what christmas means to us all. For some, i guess its all about being on holidays, others gving and getting gifts, yet for some ,time to see family they haven't seen through the year. But for a fraction, it's a time to remember the unconditional love of God through his son Jesus, born to us on Christmas day. A promise that there is forgiveness of sin, A hope for salvation, A show of true love, A destiny to save our lives, A name we would learn to call upon when sick, in distress, sad, lonley, in trouble, for help, for love, for comfort, in times of trouble. A story that would touch so many and make them find their way back to God. A story of how a father sent his own son to redeem his childrem which he loves so much, so many of them yet unborn hence" before you were formed i knew you"

Anyway before i start repeating myself, all i am trying to say is we really should all take out time to find the true meaning of christmas this christmas and we just mite have a life changing experience!

For me christmas teaches me love, True, unconditional, pure love! We can only have and give that kind of love, if we get and have experienced it direct from source God! If you do not know God , you cannot know Love for God is love.

When you realise that God loves you dearly and he does! and you in turn love God, you want to be close to him and you want to walk with him and be in his presence all the time. When ye have experienced love with God, you can love others freely and purely.

Merry Christmas. And this is dedicated to you all who have found the true meaning of christmas and to you who would find it this christmas and many more christmases to come!

My friend has got a blog dedicated to one's walk with God or should i say his experiences, you mite want to check it out. Click here

Sometimes!

Been a really long while since i put anything on this page. Hmnn! wrote this and thot id put it on! hope its something someone can relate with.

Sometimes i dream
Sometimes its real
Sometimes i wish

I wish it's true
I wish i dream not
I wish i could change

The tears i've cried
The pain i've known
The days gone by

Sometimes i dream
Sometimes its real
Sometimes i wish

For joy
For comfort
For love!

Dylan Hartung's Web Page

Hey,
was reading from the MSN Celeb's gossip page, yeah yeah i read gossip once a while, and i came across a story on Nicole Kidman visiting a young Austrailian boy. His name is Dylan Hartung, he's suffering from Neuroblastoma. Dylan is a 6 year old Australian boy who was diagnosed with Stage IV Neuroblastoma on 26th July 2004 when he was 5 years old.Dylan has received 11 rounds of intense Chemotherapy, but the Neuroblastoma cells still remain in his bones. This brave young boy is fighting a good fight for his life and God helping him, he's doing a very good job of it. His greatest desire is to meet Angelina Jolie, because he thinks she's an ultimade chic. If you want to read more on Dylan or support him in anyway you can click HERE. Reading about him and visiting the site really inspired me. We can overcome anything, if only we believe in God and ourselves................................

This thing called love!

How many people fully understand what love is all about. Isn't it sometimes funny how people you love do not love you back and those you don't love are crazy about you, or how you know some guy or girl isn't good enough for you but you just cannot get over your feelings, and you just want to be with them (and you do and sometimes get hurt or not). Or how you know your relationship is immeniently coming to an end but you still hang on because you cannot imagine life without them. Or you cannot imagine being with someone else because you have been with your partner for a couple of years. Or the thought that you would die if they left you. Or that you would never get over an ex. Or how come your ex moved on faster than you and you are still so lonley and without anyone! Or why a happy relationship just crumbles. Why you argue all the time. Why you are not such a happy couple anymore. Why your spouse suddenly asks for a divorce. Or why your spouse or partner cheats on you. Why all you want is to be happy and settled in a relationship and you just havent gotten it. Why everyone around you seems to be in happy and loving relationships and you are not. Why you have had a string of bad relationships. Why that really cute guy / girl woludn't just notice you even though you dream about him / her all the time. Why you feel the pain LITERARILY when you get heart broken.
Well i am as clueless as everyone else. We all just pray we find people who are made for us, People who will reciprocate our love and who wouldn't hurt us intentionally. Relationships and indeed life is a risk! All i can say is always give love purely and freely, you may not get it back from the one you gave it to, but you will surely get love back in return!

Live 8!!!!!!!!! The message!!!!!!

Saw the Live 8 concert in London on MTV Base yesterday. Was nice actually. Message was wonderful, We don't want your money, we want your voice and your support!. One can only hope that the reality of it all really set in. Saw a couple of interviews before the concert, and some people said they were going to the concert just to have a good time, and didn't really know much about the message behind the concert. Really loved the performance by Dido and Yossou N'dour. Not so perfect combination but not bad all the same. Well wonderful innitiative by Bob Geldof

The Sentimental Me!!!!!!!!!

Always said i wasn't sentimental, and bla bla bla........ , but i guess i just found the sentimental part of me. Now how did i do that? Well a couple of days ago, a really special friend gave me a Chris de Burgh cd, titled The Love Songs Album, and i took my time and listened to it and yes i did find that sentimental part. My best song is So Beautiful and i really like Here is your Paradise and Lady in Red which is like the most popular one. So Beautiful was soo soo beautiful and the lyrics just out of this world, that i couldn't help but put the lyrics below:

So Beautiful by Chris De Burgh

I'm lying here tonight, thinking of the days we've had,
Wondering if the world would be so beautiful,
If I had not looked into your eyes,
How did you know that I've been waiting?
I never knew the world would be so beautiful at all;

I'm spending all the days, dreaming of the nights we've had,
I never knew that love would be a miracle,
When I think of all the ones before,
But now that I've found you I am flying,
I never knew that love would be so beautiful to me,
I never knew that love would be so beautiful to me;

And when we dance to the rhythm that is burning like a flame,
And when you touch me I can hardly move you take my breath away,
You give me all that I want to feel when we become as one,
And then you take me to the heaven of your heart;
Did nobody ever tell you, you're the best thing that has ever been;

Ah... you... ah... so beautiful... ah... so beautiful...

I'm standing here tonight, thinking of the time we'll have,
I never knew that you would be so beautiful,
From the day you came into my life,
I just want to say, you make me happy,
I never knew that you would be so beautiful to me,
I never knew that you would be so beautiful to me;

So beautiful to me...
So beautiful to me...
So beautiful to me...
...to me.

I'm lying here tonight,
I'm dreaming here tonight,
I dance with you tonight...

Riddle Answered.............................

Got the answer to my riddle from Sridharan's Blog

Here's his post:

Answering Einstein

I got this puzzle from a Blog titilayo's spot
This is what she has on her post: (See Einstein's Puzzle post)

She's right its solvable and this is the solution.
Seriously don't think it was from Einstein but you never know.
A lot of my friends seemt o have solved it too.
You need a pen , a sheet of paper, and patience.

Norwegian (Yellow, Water, Dunhill, Cats)

Dane (Blue, Tea, Blends, Horse)

Brit (Red, Milk, Pallmall, Birds)

German (Green, Coffee, Prince, Fish)

Swede (White, Beer, Bluemasters, Dogs)


I would prefer to visit the Swede- he has beer;)



Well, what can i say problem solved, thanx Sridharan.

Don't think i would want to visit the Swede though, cuz i don't drink!..................

Einstein's ridddle

Got this from a friend and i sure haven't been able to come up with an answer for it.
Somebody! anybody! just hit me back with the answer if u get it.



EINSTEIN'S RIDDLE


Apparently this is solvable

1. There are 5 houses in 5 different colours. In each house
lives a person with a different nationality.

2. The 5 owners each drink a certain type of beverage, smoke a
certain brand of cigarette and owns a certain pet.

3. No owners have the same pet, smoke the same brand of cigar
or drink the same beverage.

THE QUESTION IS "WHO OWNS THE FISH"
Facts
* The British owner lives in the red house.
* The Swedish owner keeps dogs as pets.
* The Danish owner drinks tea.
* The green house is on the left of the white house.
* The owner of the green house drinks coffee.
* The person who smokes Pall Mall rears birds.
* The owner of the yellow house smokes Dunhill.
* The man living in the centre house drinks milk.
* The Norwegian lives in the first house.
* The owner who smokes Blends lives next to the one who keeps
cats.
* The owner who keeps the horse lives next to the man who
smokes Dunhill.
* The owner who smokes Bluemasters drinks Beer.
* The German smokes Prince.
* The Norwegian lives next to the blue house.
* The man who smokes Blends has a neighbor who drinks water.

Einstein wrote this riddle and he said 98% of the world could not solve it.

It can be done! Be part of the 2% that COULD!! I tried !

MTV at the movies- Leo

Well what can i say. I am sure glad Leonardo won the award. It's been a long time comming. I think he ought to have won an Oscar long ago, but you just never know these things........................... Not that i was routing for him at the last Oscars, but he should have won something for Titanic atleast or Romeo and Juliet.......................If Jamie foxx didn't win that Oscar, i would have cursed in my usual manner.

Well its a big congratulations to Leo then! I think he really does deserve it

Here's a list of some other winners:

Best Movie: "Napoleon Dynamite."

Male Performance: Leonardo DiCaprio, "The Aviator."

Female Performance: Lindsay Lohan, "Mean Girls." (Lindsay looks like she just mite be another britney, we'd just have to wait and watch)

On-screen Team: Lindsay Lohan, Rachel McAdams, Lacey Chabert, Amanda Seyfried, "Mean Girls."

Best Kiss: Rachel McAdams, Ryan Gosling, "The Notebook."

Best Villain: Ben Stiller, "Dodgeball."

Dance Sequence: Jon Heder, Napoleon Dynamite."

Breakthrough Male: Jon Heder, "Napoleon Dynamite."

Breakthrough Female: Rachel McAdams, "Mean Girls."

Best Fight: Uma Thurman vs. Daryl Hannah, "Kill Bill: Vol. 2."

Best Frightened Performance: Dakota Fanning, "Hide and Seek." (Think she's gonna be the next Daryl Hannah)

Comedic Performance: Dustin Hoffman, "Meet the Fockers."

Lifetime Achievement Award: Tom Cruise (well, im sure Katie Holmes was happy as she presented you the award!)