the adventures of moi and osm!

Haven't been here in a while as usual, life happened! lost someone close to me and i have been trying to wrap my head around all recent happenings!

promised the last time i was here that i would work on myself, not complain and most importantly not hurl insults at my fellow road users even though they deserve it. well...........i kinda like tried for like one week straight and it felt good, then life happened and i kinda just lashed out and around a bit, but i kept it together most of the time. it's kinda going to be a bit more difficult these days as there is a new friend constantly in my face who is working my last nerve!

lets call my friend Mr. OSM! just so you know, what Mr. osm and i have is friendship by compulsion and not by choice, so as much as i wanna dump this friend of mine, i cannot, until a miracle happens.

By the way, Mr. osm and i have some history, he had to stand in for a friend of mine for about 3 weeks some time last year, and those were three hellish weeks for me! Now my friend has moved out of town and Mr. osm ends up as my new BFF. I think this Mr. osm derives pleasure from a subservient friend. He loves the Master-Servant relationship and cannot understand the need for any other kind of relationship. He loves the terms "i have warned you never to" "How dare you not agree with me" and the list goes on! By the way, he has a thing for always hanging up on you and promising to unleash terror! My friend says surprises are his speciality.

I on the other hand, am averse to the Master-Servant set up, so there has been a lot of resistance from my end. But will osm leave me alone, how can? He cannot wrap his head around the fact that i will not give him pleasure by being subservient! He tries with all his might to break me, but i will not just be broken, so now he says "You have a very bad attitude", "You can not accept change" and bla bla bla.

So today alone, i heard the words he has labelled me with and i got hung up on, all by my friend. It would be interesting to see what tomorrow holds with him.

Through the drive home, i kept saying to myself, that osm might be a way to test my resolve to restrain myself from lashing out, so here goes...................