Saturday, February 02, 2013

DENIAL

They say this is the first stage...............................

When one is unable to admit the truth or the true situation.

Unbelief  that the familiar would no longer be familiar. This is very much like seeing something right in front of you, the usual practice is for you to reach for it, but now...........you are trying to wrap your head around the fact that you cannot reach for it. Not because it isn't there anymore, not because it has been moved beyond your reach.........you just cannot.

Worse still, it seems to remain un-dented.

And so you begin to convince your self that this is not true and that maybe your mind is even playing tricks on you.

Everyone around you begins to talk sense into you and at first, you say to them "you don't understand, if only you can see my own point of view. I can actually see better than you because i have a prime seat  yada yada yada"

But it is as real as the next person is to you and nobody gets it and you don't know why.

Well............i don't know why either.

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